my baby is gone
 

well bad news, today we had to put down our pomeranian, of nine years for her and 3 years for me, and i had to work, she had to go do it, she had heartworms that spread to her lungs, she was only able to take about half a breath, she was just in so much pain, she always was crying, or had a tear in her eye, this is so far off the subject but ive got noone else to tell, its just good to get off my chest, dont know what ill do now, im lost without her, i used to sit here on the pc and she would lay with me and id pet her with my feet and one thing i never figured out is she loved to sleep with our dirty laundy, guess it was cause it smelled like us, i just cant beleve shes gone, i never relized what a big part of my life she is, well, was, i know noone want to hear about it, sorry, i just got back from burying her, her name was baby nicole, my girlfriend is freakin out about and i had to get shit off my mind, im sorry guys, ill get off here, anyway thanks for the vent, if this is to far from crawling it can be deleted if it must, i just had to tell someone........................................... .....but at least shes not hurting anymore:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cr y::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cr y::cry::cry::cry::flipoff::flipoff::flipoff::flipo ff::flipoff::flipoff: to all those who say that men cant cry

bad thing is i just check my pc and 2 days ago, we reset or laptop and i dont have one single picture of her

i know how you feel. i work at a vets office and know that heatworms can cause some really bad pain for dogs. think of it this way, she doesnt hurt anymore and now she can rest in peace. i have been there and done that with all kinds of animals and know it hurts.

X2....and cats can get them too. Sorry for the loss of your buddy. The do love to sleep on worn/dirty clothes....it's your smell on them and they like to be close to you.

Sorry for your loss.
You had to do what you had to do and it was the best decision to make.

Once you are ready, hit up your local pound/rescue. Commemorate her life by saving another. "thumbsup"

Sorry for your loss man. I lost my mini-pin last April, and he was only 3 months old. Really sucks. Losing a pet is never fun.