LOL. you're just not right sometimes...
Chris, I completely understand where you are coming from. I went through the same issues myself... I've been into RC for over 20 years. My addiction came to a head after 7 years managing a LHS. It was great when I started working there... but by the time my second daughter came along I was already spinning out of control. I had no control on my spending (over $40k in a 4 year period at the worst of the worst times) or time spent when it came to racing. I was working at the shop for 10-11 hours, 6 days a week and then spending my entire day off racing. I would get home at 2 or 3 in the morning, stinking of traction compound, and not have a damn thing to show for any of it. The wife was always pissed because I was spending my home time cycling cells, building motors, or tearing my cars apart instead of having family time. One day I realized that there was more to life than RC, and I walked away from all RC for about 2 years. I got my family back as well as my sanity. To this day, I refuse to even go watch a carpet race because I know I will be right back there again. I know once I do, I'll be in it to win it again. I can never be a "weekend" racer because I know that I'll never be able to control it. I now have a touring car, but its all about looking pimp cruising in front of my house. I hope that one day you can enjoy this as a hobby again like I have been able to.